i wanna go home



blogskin by acrylic*blood

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

What would you do

When you're in love
with the wrong person

When his image lingers
like a lost soul
without a home

When it keeps you awake
in wee hours

Maybe
it's the coffee

When the immense agony
can only be translated
into worthless poems
and ridiculous proses

When it hurts so bad
you pray yourself to sleep
Remind yourself again
and again why God
forbids

When the only reason is biological

When staying home
means wild random thoughts

When going out
means being cut
bruised by blissful couples

When time lost its omnipotence

Maybe I just need more time


Say twenty times I'm not your missing rib

sprayy`
+ 11:51 PM

if i could untie
tight ropes that bind
i would wrap
my arms around you

keep you safe
give you warmth
this cold cruel city

if i had wings
i would fly to you
and plant gentle kisses
on your stubborn lips

they would soften
melt like raspberry
ice cream

if you could read
my mind you would
know the intensity
of my being

its relentless struggle
fighting spirit
foolishness

sprayy`
+ 2:00 PM

that girl

that girl looks
familiar have i
seen her before?

nonchalant
she sees images
chemically formed
a turn of a corner
she forgets
who walked past her

laughs
cries
forgets

did you take your breakfast?
they asked
did she?

that girl
looks familiar

someone throws
a pebble from behind

it shatters

all along
i was staring
into a mirror

sprayy`
+ 1:46 AM